All This....

  So i am doubting that anyone will ever read this, but i have been tossing around the idea for a while of Vloging, but can't seem to get up the nerve. And being an avid writer, songs...journals, stories, i guess this makes more sense. And the idea that no one may ever read this is also freeing. At the moment Ava is at the sitters house. I'll pick her up at four because i forgot to leave the car seat so that her dad can grab her on his way home. Argh! So this precious little time that i have alone is priceless. Long story short, my husband and i live in Georgia far away from any family members and i have one, only one, sitter who is in and out of the country. I keep telling myself that i will find someone else for back up, but it is so hard to find someone who you can really trust with your babies. Anyway, so i told myself that i was taking her to the sitter's so that i could tackle my house work and laundry, but here i am on the computer, finding another way to let people into my life. As if MySpace, Facebook, Twitter and my drug of choice Youtube, weren't enough. lol. So i guess this blogging thing will be filled with all my artistic angst mixed in with the struggles of balancing wife and mother duties. So here it is my first blog, i'll be sure to check back in, probably tonight, with a cocktail in hand:)